4/18/09
Burlington, VT
So here I sit at a bar, hung with Electra. Now I'm drinking in E-Sox.
Today may suck, rain and shit.
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4/19/09
Burlington, VT
So me, Sam and Chad got a hotel room last night. Drank our asses off and watched the idiot box.I almost got in a fight with some drunk kid on the way there.
Oh. Electra asked me to move to N.Y.C. with her. I may. I may. (8AM drinking)
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4/20/09
Burlington, VT
So I found out that we are moving to the Brooklyn area. I didn't get the chance to talk to her yesterday, she just told me that the day before. So I entered a poker tournament that has free movie vouchers. If I win I can take her out at least.
Aww how sweet.
Wow, I am actually excited, for once well... not for once but still the girl is into me, maybe a little to into me but it will work I guess?
Easter was a few days ago, I stayed the night with her. That night was pretty rad. Man she is good.
Her mom dropped me and Sam off downtown that Sunday, Easter Sunday. We went to a parking garage and smoked a little pot and drank a few beers then went to a drop in center to eat Easter dinner. I mean we're not Christians or anything, why do I write in this journal like I'm talking to someone?? But it was just an excuse to eat.
As I was sitting there watching the homeless eat.. as I was thinking about everything. Electra, my family. I couldn't help but wonder if they were thinking of me while they were eating in the comforts of their own home.
Kinda reminds me of the story with Rodney Mullen and his wife. She was homeless, he was a pro skater. He saw her one day flying a sign and it happened with them the way me and Electra are moving.
And it scares me. To quick to soon. Well, it's 4/20, I think I'm going to get high and drink down at the Water Front. And damn it's fucking cold out. Been snowing. I like it!
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4/29/09
Newburgh, NY
Well, umm. I guess you can say a lot can change in a matter of days. Right? I'm in New York now. I just can't help but think that things were good between me and Electra. I don't get it.
We were doing good. The weather got better. More of my friends were coming into Burlington also. Man.
What the hell?
One day changed it all.
It was a fucking awesome day tho. She just got back and showed me a pic of the place in New York. Made a great friend named Alex. Made money.. I didn't win the poker tournament.
She called me to meet her in the park, greeted me with a huge hug and a kiss. We hung out in the park and I did some sewing and drank a few beers. We talked a lot. Like we haven't seen each other in years. And she held my hand pretty much the whole time.
She had a shrink appointment at 4:30 that day. I remember Chelsea had a shrink towards the end of things. It always scared me that Electra had one. When it got around 4:15 I walked her there, we had plans to meet up at The Water Front. So to pass the time I went and grabbed a bottle of wine and a 12 pack while I was waiting. After her appointment she came to our spot. She walked with her head down which wasn't at all right. I could just feel something in the air.
She asked me to take a walk with her, to her car. We got in her car. 7 Seconds was playing. She lit a cigarette. Camel #9.
Exhaled softly.
And then she laid it on me. Hell, I already knew. I just knew. She was so damn happy when she kissed me before she walked in those damn doors. I will always wonder what that damn shrink told her. At least she told me she still wanted to fuck me. Just couldn't date me anymore. Wait we were actually an item?
Then she asked me to get some beer for her. WTF? I did it anyways. No matter how much you may hurt me I will never deny anyone of booze.
I kept her damn change tho.
I was pretty damn somber that day. I didn't really have nothing else to say to her after that. I never even took up her offer to fuck her anymore. I wanted to every day I was there but I just didn't want to see her.
But I gave in. The night after I walked 16 and a half miles to her. A long and cold walk, a very cold walk. When I got to her dads place she had to sneak me in. When I got in we kissed each other raw and she sucked my cock. I then fell asleep out of spite. I got woken up by her telling me to sleep in the barn so I wouldn't get busted so I did.
When I woke up in the barn I took a crap under the pillows on the love seat and pissed in a gas jug. Then made my escape.
That was the last time I ever saw Electra and the barn.
That day I walked the 16 miles back to downtown. Got drunk with Alex and Sam.
That day was funny tho. I ran into Mouse, Jeff, John Eugene and his lady Audrey.
And that night was fucked up.
Sam beat himself up with a log over his gf at the time Tori, I guess she fucked Chad. The next day me and Alex ran into Audrey. John had left her there in Burlington. She came up to me saying she was looking for me. I was looking at what may lie behind those clothes. And no I am not a sexist I am highly against that. I'm just a human.
So we all went and got drunk off a half gallon.
Me and Audrey hooked up then hit the road the next day.
Now we sit at a little diner in N.Y.
It's been pretty fun so far.Oh also got ran out of Barre, VT by the cops. Then the next day me, her and Alex made over $300 flying a sign. Got a room for me and Audrey and Alex got his own. Then Alex left the next day leaving just us.
Then we got adopted that day by a guy named Richie. He said "Tah Dah" all the time. Smoked a lot of weed with us and drove us to N.Y.
Also got us a room.
Now here we are in Newbugh, NY (2:15 PM)
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?, WV
4/30/09
67 miles from Charelston, WV sitting in a small diner drinking coffee waiting on the rain to end. Got a ride last night from a trucker for 8 hours named Bob, he was awesome along with the ride.
We got dropped off in Franklin County, PA. around 7 AM the next morning. We tried for a few hours to get a ride out of there but it didn't work.
Then the cops came. I was scared. I was supposed to have already been in court up in VT and here I fucking am drinking a damn beer. Then she looks over at me after talking to them.
"They feel sorry for us, they are giving us a fucking ride!"
The older cop did a lot of hitch hiking in the past and was actually pretty cool but he still wore the badge. Hell they gave us a ride 45 miles south. We got dropped off at a rest area and within 5 mins we got a ride from a trucker with the most annoying ass dog ever. Mickey Audrey's dog didn't even like him. And that dogs a friggen pussy.
Well, here we are. A half Gallon in my pack, free food, coffee and Audrey.
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