IMPERFECTIONS. EMMA'S BACK: 7/07/09 - 7/29/09

7/7/09
Indy

I have made great progress on my book.

I will be a little over halfway done today.

Nothing new. Hanging. Drinking.

Rolling smokes out of bible paper. God I feel so 16 again.


And some fucker is on my computer here at the library.
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7/9/09

I got evicted.

But I have two weeks to leave.

I'm on my way to Portland. Mouse is on her way to get me.

It's my city come on.

I get $25 tonight for cleaning Tony's apt
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7/29/09
Pueblo, CO

Around the 15 I made it to Louisville again. Didn't take long at all. I got Bernedette still. I love this dog with all my heart.

Man I will miss Jeff from Indy more than most family. More than anyone will know.

Emma is back in the picture.I don't know what to do. She wants me to meet her in Louisiana. There she wants to go to Portland with me. I mean she said she would come here to meet me but I don't want her traveling alone.

So I will give in once again..
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Same spot
7/21/09

Here I am at 8AM listening to Rod Stewart and Little Anthony and The Imperials. Petting Bernies belly.

Well, I hate myself for Emma being the only girl I ever loved.

I leave today for her.
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7/23/09
?, CO

I am so fucking pissed. Haven't ate in three days.

Worst spot ever.

I will get there tho. If it kills me.

The coffee isn't helping either.

People here are dicks.
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7/24/09
Louisville, KY

Whoa can you say progress?

I slept with a girl that picked me up yesterday. She gave me $70 also.

All the way to S.T. Louis.

Here I am in Louisville at Mike and Annahells place. Rather drunk too.
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7/28/09
Decatur, AL

So I hung with my friends in Louisville for a few days. Did some stick and pokes etc. Fell out of a car going roughly 40 MPH. Shit hurt man. But it's all good.

This family that picked me up and is letting me stay in their garage. Pretty cool if only they had some damn booze.
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7/29/09
Birmingham, AL

Emma is so happy that I'm doing this. I guess from what she says she pretty much loves me but wasn't ready at that time. Now a few months later I am starting to get scared. I got a bad feeling about all this.
I have spent over $40 on drinks at the Mellow Mushroom on 22nd street south. Got another great ride today.

So much closer to where I need to be.

Well, I'm going to curl up to this 5th of Brandy.
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